AdiosMija

Cant believe it.

2008-08-05T02:36:28Z

It's over between me and him. Told him we couldn't even be friends because it hurt me to much to even talk to him. I would randomly start crying once he popped into my head. I really have never cried so hard for such a long time. I cant eat, sleep, nothing. He was my best friend. Im not going to lie, he broke my heart.. I mean yeah sure I was the one who broke up with him, but theres more to the story. I really thought he was the one you know? Like high school sweet hearts and crap. The worst part is Im waiting for him to text me... when Im the one who said goodbye first. I wish this never would have happened but it did and theres nothing I can do about it. I didnt even get to see him and tell him I love him in person. Im going to miss everything about him because he was my everything. All I can do now is just cry. I still love him.

Not An Angel - City Sleeps

2008-04-20T19:17:54Z

I will be waiting right here
Only to roam
When the bells chime like there is no tomorrow (and you're gonna take me home)
Never gonna ever gonna belong to another, no
Never gonna ever gonna belong to another, no

Leave me alone I am not an angel yet

My candle shines at night time through the dawn
But my darling you have fallen and don't belong (and I can't carry on)
My candle shines without a doubt
But the wind in your wings blows them out
And for my arms it is too late
And your wings are gonna have to wait

Leave me alone I am not an angel yet
Leave me alone I am not an angel yet
Not an angel yet

Never gonna ever gonna belong to another, no

My candle shines without a doubt
But the wind in your wings blows them out
And for my arms it is too late
And your wings are gonna have to wait

Leave me alone I am not an angel yet (not an angel yet)
Leave me alone I am not an angel yet
Leave me alone I am not an angel yet (not an angel yet)
Leave me alone I am not an angel yet
Not an angel yet

New Video

2008-03-31T03:02:18Z

Heck yes.
Much better then the old one!
Like yeeeeeee!

Scary Dream...

2008-03-25T16:58:09Z

it started out me calling this girl in her 20s while I was on my way to a wrestling match.
I was in High School and I think I was dating Gunner. (-sticks out tounge is grossness-)
Coach Robertson kept on asking me why I quit the team again and he was acting weird.
Ashley (from Math) was in it saying how she barely afforded to go to Washington in 8th grade.

-Different scene-

I went to the movies with Tayla and met Daniel and his friends there.
Then we ditch cause its lame and go to the library.
She seems weird w/ me so I returned a book and left...

-Different Scene-

I wake up in my car and get out because its 2:11PM and homecoming is already on.
I freak out and dont know what happened and run to the school.
Just to find friends who I know ignore me and so I leave.
I call Mom while crying so she picks me up.
Thats when I realize Im living in rhe ghetto, as we're on our way out of town.
Shes going to drop me off @ Anas while she goes and does something.
Im screming to her while shes on the phone w/ Ana
"Im only 18! What happened to my life?! I hate living this way!"
She ignores me and I wake up..

Anyone want to let me know what they think this is all about?

New Video!

2008-03-24T09:09:38Z

This is my new video.
Sorry for the language.
Go comment or whatever!

Today.

2008-03-23T20:07:55Z

Happy Easter!
Hope everyone has a good one!

Proverbs Of The Day
33 Your eyes will see strange sights
and your mind imagine confusing things.

I think it means...
Your flesh will see things that your not sure of so your mind will think of things what isn't true.

Mkay...

2008-03-23T17:28:22Z

...I finally made one of these because Meghan told me its cool and stuff.
Which shes probably the only one who will go on mine.
Unless I post it on MySpace or something.
lol.

Go to:: http://youtube.com/adiosmija
Enjoy! =]